April 27, 1926…
Whitney had asked me to check the room reserved for the Judge’s stay on the second floor.
There had been so much to do today and poor Whitney was in a state. So many little problems are cropping up. The staff is growing increasingly irritable and the cook had to separate two of the maids who’d started to fight! It is as if the world is crumbling around us… I mention this to Whitney and he merely quotes one of the books he is always reading…Today he merely said, “Sometimes to build you have to destroy.”
It seems that more and more, the burdens of life here are weighing down upon him. This despite having made such powerful associates such as that horrid Judge Forbes and Senator Johnson…”
May 1926
Forbes was here for drinks before dinner. He has been here since mid-summer and, if he does as he has been want to do, he will leave after Halloween. I do not like him. He has a bad influence on Gerald as well. Gerald is more anxious and unsettled after his visits. Forbes has been leaving him books to read and these seem to further disturb him. They are the writings of a German man with strange ideas. He spouts such nonsense about people doing what they want to do…and their being superior beings….
I saw Forbes and another man teasing one of the new maids. Her face was bright red as she dashed away and they smiled at me with such daring looks. They sleep till all hours, they interfere with the maids, provoke they other guests and they seem to do no work. It is party, gaming, and drinking with them all the time. They are such hedonist! Gerald refuses to speak to them. Is it my imagination or is there a different feel to the hotel when he is here?
June 19, 1926
The heat has been excessive these last few weeks, the air so heavy and hot, like a pool of water stagnating by the day. Tempers are frayed and I have never seen so much quarreling among the staff or such grumpy visitors to the hotel. I was so glad to see this last group leave today…we have few staying here now…I am so happy that we can take a small rest until the next scheduled guests arrive. I am reminded of the lines by Milton (I think it was he) “such bickering to recount…what more worth is it than to chronicle the wars of kites or crows flocking and fighting in the air?”
I am sure it will be the same with all of us and we will one day laugh at the petty bickerings of these last weeks But until then we really do sound like a bunch of those blasted birds screeching in the trees nearby! I remember when we first came here there seemed to be few of those birds around. Now….they seem to be everywhere and growing in number. I am tempted to learn to fire a gun and do away with the lot of them!
See…even I am worn to a frazzle…I am not myself lately. I am having those dreams again. They are so disturbing and they rob me of needed rest. They seem so very real though…no doubt my suddenly aggressive attitude towards those birds comes from those unseemly dreams. Imagine me carrying a sword!
All we need here, I am sure, is a breathing space to get our perspective back. Maybe I can get Whitney to tear himself away and we can picnic at the mound as we did when we first came here. Enjoy the sun, listen to the meadowlarks and enjoy the fresh air. Then all will be right with the world once more.
October 30, 1926…
The spirit of Halloween has invaded!
I know that sounds melodramatic but the episode today can hardly be described any other way. One of the maids came running in, screaming that she had seen “death.” When I questioned her she pointed to the low wall in the garden. A line of six crows stared boldly back at us. She kept repeating “six is for death…six is for death” When I demanded an answer, she ran sobbing out of the hotel. The head of housekeeping had joined us by that time and she said it was just an old rhyme about crows, “One’s bad luck, two’s good luck, three’s health, four’s wealth, five’s sickness, and six is death...”
I looked outside and saw another one take his place to make seven. Surely that would cancel the bad luck and calm the maid. When I noted this, the housekeeper (a woman who I have found so sensible) paled until I feared for her health and then crossed herself devotedly…
“God save us,” she whispered. “Some add that seven is the devil come to call.” I said, “Surely, you don’t believe that, do you?” The woman simply looked at me and then said she had to get back to work.
Gerald laughed when I recounted this. He shrugged it off as a good fireside tale and I soon found myself laughing with him…but, for some reason, I just can’t forget the look on her face…